This past Sunday, 18 months after his cancer diagnosis, my
husband ran a half marathon, 13.1 miles. Last fall as he was completing
his treatments and surgeries, Mark made an agreement with several friends to
run the Oklahoma City Memorial (half) Marathon. Our good friends from the
Marine Corps traveled from Pennsylvania to join him (a Marine never leaves his
brother’s side – Semper Fi), and he ran with many colleagues from work
(Christ’s Body who laid hands on my husband and prayed him through every step
of his treatment and recovery). Loved
ones that had prayed him through cancer now prayed for endurance and strength
through 13.1 miles. This was a
celebration of life and healing recognizing that only God's grace has brought
Mark to this place of renewed health and ability.
Mark’s training had been disciplined but not as he had
hoped. The 6am runs weren’t always
doable as planned. Unexpected fatigue,
late nights coaching little league, weekend tournaments, or bedtime lingering
to answer questions about feelings and thoughts of changes to come often bumped
the marathon training goals. Everyday life pushed away personal plans in
exchange for God’s plans - relationship priorities.
Thus, Mark had never actually run the distance he would
tackle in the half marathon on that rainy Sunday morning. But as He always does, God took over. Experienced runners brought race-day techniques;
encouragers served pasta for last minute energy; and loved ones prayed. God allowed an opportunity for Mark to see
His strength fill in all the training gaps.
Mark humbly entered the race with confidence not in his own power but
the promise that God has spoken to him all though his journey. “But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for
you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the
more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.” 2
Corinthians 2:9
The untested final five miles were met with a spirit of
adventure and uncertainty. What would
God make of this last stretch? Mark
recounted this time to me with the tear-filled eyes of emotion that I hadn’t
seen in 18 month. But this time it
wasn’t the pre-battle emotions of the unknown as he prepared to endure the
medical battle. I heard about God’s
severe mercy as Mark saw a glimpse of God’s glory and felt his power through
sweat, pain, blood, and rain. As Mark
saw the finish line ahead, pain gripped his calves, rain poured upon him, and
he felt the freedom and power of God’s grace and sufficiency. It was just a glimpse of God’s glory.
Thank
you Lord for showing Your glory, sharing Your power and giving us undeserved
mercies. Thank you for rejoicing with
us! Amen
“Shout for joy, O daughter of Zion!
Shout in
triumph, O Israel!
Rejoice and exult with all your heart,
O
daughter of Jerusalem!
The LORD has taken away His judgments against
you,
He has cleared away your enemies. [Cancer!]
The King of Israel, the LORD, is in your midst;
You will fear disaster no more. In that
day it will be said to Jerusalem:
’Do not be afraid, O Zion;
Do not let your
hands fall limp. The LORD your God is in
your midst, A victorious warrior.
He will exult over you with joy, He will be
quiet in His love, He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy.” Zephaniah 3:14-17
This post touched my heart in such a deep way! Angela, you are such a gifted writer; I thank you for allowing your readers to join you and gain from the spiritual insight your family has gained during the journey of the past 18 months. I keep thinking of the hymn..."I Stand Amazed!" I do stand amazed in the presence of the Christ who died for ME! I should quit writing before I break into song...Only pretty to HIS ears, really no one else's! lol! Blessings to you and your sweet family!
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